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Name: Jessica
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Friday, November 02, 2007

OK, so.
It has absolutely been freakin forever since i last updated. more than 5 months. or maybe six.
so, why am i here all of a sudden? i wish i knew.
i just want to keep a diary of my life, but i just didnt want to do it pencil.
ive been doing for so long i just got tired of diaries. plus its not that safe.
and here i can express myself better using the backspace function.
i can write until im fully expressed...
anywya.
i miss my old life. i dont know if its high school or middle school or what.
maybe a bit of both.
i miss having my parents and brothers being close to me when i was a kid. i miss just, playing.
i miss having a lot of friends in middle school.
i miss having my close friends in high school and all the time i had for myself.
i also miss my dog from high school.
i miss having so many "loves" in high school. hide, miku, miyavi.

i am not exactly enjoying life right now.
not that i hate it. but i prefer (strongly prefer) my old ones.
i guess thats the thing about not having your own space.
its either here in school in my dorm, or in cool guys house which isnt very exciting.
plus we have so many problems so i dont see his place as a hideout.
i never imagined how hard it is to get along with other peoples parents.
sigh. his family sure can give pressure.
and honestly speaking how could they?
i feel so stupid sometimes around them. it feels as if i dont know anything about hardships of life.
whatever.
maybe its time.


Sunday, May 06, 2007

im bored so i shall update with pics i took with yucky.

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yeah like, super awesome and cooliossssssssssss






Saturday, May 05, 2007

HEYHEYHEY!!! whats up ya'll. anyway. ignore that.

ok my point now is, WOOHOO!!!!

JESSICA MADE SOME CHANGES!! though they arent that great,

but it took enough courage. just ask her the next time u see her. she might cry.

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yeshhhh she permed her hair. interesting?

many ppl say that straight looks better. i sorta agree.

im sure she agrees with me. anyway.

 

tomorrow shall be my 8 month anniversary with mr. cool.

 

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this was last year.

2006/september sixth. omgggggggggggggg

eight friggin months. my first boyfriend. who would have thought.

AIO is quite strange...

 

ahhh im so incoherent this is annoying

 

ahhhh as for the newborn baby. i shall take pics of her the next time i see her.

thats not baby fyi. then itd be sad if i saw 'the next time i see her'....

blah blah bla. just an update. meaningless. indeed.

stacey is gonna become a hei seh huei. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

at least i'll have a reason to go eat kaiten sushi at 爭鮮

since i hate all of the rest, i'll just say im eating at that place because of her.

my one and only favorite hey seh huei......

 

 


Tuesday, April 10, 2007

 

OK. A longer update cuz i just finished my stupid essay about tv commercials. rararararara

i feel like posting pics.

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hey its dukie. he seriously disappeared. sigh*

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jessica and yucky. sometime in january i think. preparing for the finals.

 

 

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jessica a few days ago. or rather two weeks ago... at macdonalds with cool guy. wow so cool huh.

 

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friggin cool guy. geez.

 

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again its cool. are u awed by the coolness. please shoot me.

 

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this is so random. yucky last october. check out her hair.

i dont have a pic of her hair now but u can always check her xanga or check up on her in person.

her address is........ haha i dont know it by heart yet. sorry.

 

well, my point is, yucky changed.

this is jessica last october:

 

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and the point here is that u dont even have to see the whole jessica to see that..

EXACTLY. SHE HAS NOT FRIGGIN CHANGED.

JESSICA IS SO BORING. LET'S HIT HER.

 

JESSICA IS AFRAID OF MAKING CHANGES. JESSICA IS ANNOYINGLY INDECISIVE.

AHHHH SHES DRIVING HERSELF CRAZY.

WHATS HER PROBLEM MAN. seriously.

 

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even cool changed. ugh.

 

 

 

 

anyway.

i hate the fact that cool is jessicas first boyfriend. now jessica is confused. i wonder what she shall do about it.

 

 


I could say that things are OK now.






Or not.



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